twistafate

I hunger for you suffering I relish in your pain and anguish I am the drinker of souls devourer of the mind you can't avoid my embrace like a warm dream i captivate your senses maniacal and devious i claim domain you belong to me there is no escape other than death even then i have won your earthly pain may have ended but an eternity i have to torture you forever and a day my bliss is your tears cry for me, scream for me i welcome your disdain hate me for what i am pity me for i have need of you whatever you feel, i feel it more i will always be with you no one can get rid of me no matter how hard they try i am forever, an

I peek at eternity and a face stares back at me A face I have never seen but it has familiarity I can't quite place my finger on why I know who is there but an emotion floods my senses coming from out of no where realization sets in and I see now my daughters face I wonder instinctively what is she doing in this place She is a grown woman with eyes and hair like mine every inch of her face is etched in my families line There next to her are my Sons, grown to handsome young men a sudden shock of pain strikes me from within My heart races, thumping loud in my chest I hear a voice call to me, father please rest I am lost in a vision

How can I be the one who picks you when you slap away my hand how can i be the shoulder for you to lean on with you have other plans you ask me to better you and make of you a woman of praise when you have better things to do with the rest of your days tired from working because thats what you have to do you sit back wondering daily if we can make it through to weather the stormy days and shaky ground to find that summit where only eagles can be found to dare to be different then what you are slated to be to become that woman in the mirror you can barely see you know its in you to become someone that makes you proud so that you can

 each day i die a lil more inside running from my own existence, trying to hide nowhere can i find just a moments peace silly me thinking that the drama would cease turbulent is what i would say to describe my life missing the feeling of cold steel as i stare at the knife just one lil nick and i will be just right as rain so i can find my focus hidden beneath the pain that first burning sensation grips me tight but i don’t think it will hold me through the night maybe one more cut, yeah that should suffice so i open my flesh, not once but twice waiting impatiently for that tell-tell release but i am finding no escape from my

Flames engulf my mind as the sounds of screams reverberate shaken to the core of my very soul, lost in illusion a myriad of dreams quicken my pulse with  possibilities where was I when time forget i existed gradually trying to grasp a moment of serenity a blissful existence between what is and what could have been through the cookie cutter visions I find ambrosia but fallicy is just another escape from my reality i can't be what i am not and I am not this thing to which you beckon if you so chose to bend your neck to my kiss just know that pain is a state of mind, and my mind inflicts for eternity tormented by my own inability to m

Make of me what you will but i will always be me not in just for a thrill is what i am trying to get people to see I am no more or no less through blissful moments and tragic ends beset on either side by stress no one to turn to, not even friends how can you understand what you don't know and you know nothing of me I am an ocean in constant flow stretching further than you can see question more if that's what you must do but answers aren't always easy to hear because when the day is over and through what you don't know brings you to fear you try to categorize me with other people those people aren't who i am, or what i am abo

I dreamed of an angel with shimmering wings Embracing me with so much intensity and the purest love Releasing me from dwelling on so many minor things That she had to be sent from the heavens high above Caressing my soul with her smile that lit up the skies Her skin was pale as the first winter’s snow Losing myself in the depths of the ocean which were her eyes As if I just witnessed the birth of a wave, with its ebb and flow Miraculous is but a small word that can describe how I feel A tingling sensation engulfs my whole being Wishing to never wake again unless I could make this real Truly wanting to believe in what I was see

As i lay down beside you with my fingers running through your hair into those deep eyes that bind me all i do is stare i can feel your breath, warm against my chest as i can feel supple softness of the flesh of your breast pressed against me with nothing between us but out beating hearts laying here with just our skin keeping us apart whispering to each other the nothings of trivial chatter as if at this point even our words would matter a caress of your face reminds me of a warm summers' day from the flush of your cheeks, I know you like it this way wrapping you closer still into my wanting embrace feeling the curl of your lips as